Project marsha

There are so many things I want to be better at! blogging is one of them but mostly for the connection to friends and family and a plcae to share my thoughts.
I  want to be better in a thousand different ways. So much so that I get so overwhelmed and feel like I'm trying to swim upstream. I decided I need to take things one step at a time. I just got called to be the Young women's beehive advisor and then I was asked to speak at girl's camp on how to eat an elephant( one bite at a time) and I realized I need this topic in my life. I need to learn to take things one step and oneproject at a time. So I am going to make a list of the things I want to work on and work on them one at time.

Last week I had a revelation : stop fighting against it so much and just go with it. I need to accept life is not going to go as I want ti. My day usually won't either. There are too many elements out of my control. so accept things as they are and look forward to a new day tomorrow.

that was step one and it has been a huge stress reducer.

Goal 2-

 find a schedule that works for our family.

The hotel is sucking up my entire life so I neeed to carve out time for the following each day

1-scripture study time-
I have decided there is not time to not have time for this. and I decided it has to be the way I start my day
2- exercise time
I need the endorphins!
3- dante time
I need to allow more time to focus on letting him help with chores
4- connection time with friends and family
I am feeling so disconnected and miss my freinds and family. I just don't know how to make time for this....
5-time for preaparing healthy meals
6-planning and preparation time
soi can stop feeling like I am running around like a chicken with my head cut off.